Please God please.  Let me feel it just one. more. time.  It makes me feel alive, important, loved and the white hot glow of euphoria makes all the past hurt, all the horrible mistakes, all the empty hours of breathing seem like part of a cosmic plan that feels so good, is so good, all my suffering was worth it, possibly even divine . Smack.  Dope.  Mud.  Horse.  Skag.  Junk. H. Black tar.  Black pearl.  Brown sugar. Witch hazel. Bird...

So happy to see Joeuser is still plugging along.   I've missed you!   I loved blogging here and the community.  There was a time in my life when JU really nourished my mind and spirit with community, current event commentary and flame wars! Then the world changed.  At least my world did a bit.  Facebook, Twitter. Everything distilled to tweets or posts.  Life is busy.   I co-founded an anti-sex trafficking ...

I can post articles, but for some reason I can't comment on any articles including my own.  I tried Google Chrome, and Internet Explorer.  Any suggestions?   Thanks!    Tova

  There are days I am so stressed out, tense and unable to sleep there is only one thing that can actually break through the constant barrage of thoughts and worries. ASMR, or Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response Videos on Youtube.  It is defined as " usually experienced through a relaxing tingling in the scalp and the back of the neck and can extend into the rest of the body."   Essentially it is audio stimulation of a sort.  Wearing a good set of ear ...